Ops~ Sorry~

o.O it's been long time leaving my blog frozen over here..LoL...is kinda lazy to update blog nowadays...
aiks...yeah...prefer the previous ME! :)
after gone through many things...hmm...quite hard of finding a suitable friend that can consider close to me~~wondering huh??...i think u should have d same feeling~ :D
yeah~ prefer the previous me~ that would always be stay quiet...but look annoying outside sometimes...actually not..
hmmm...found back quarter of myself! :)

i think i knew what i done to others ppl sometimes...
that give others some kind of impression that look like im really .... Oopsss~~
hahaha~~ thats funny...lmao..wondering am i look like??? :D
It's becoz im easy-going person~~ u wan play? i can play with u IF YOU DONT MIND!
but dun misunderstanddd~~ :)

but seriously lar...im not that kind of what u thinking about...to anyone~~ :D
aiks...just something like...
hermmm o.O ya! im mix with everyone! is anyone! as long as i feel better and comfortable if im v you...
if i dont...then is really not...but im still not GAY OKAY! prefer FRIENDS more than PARTNERS!
thats why i said...wanna find the only one that know u is very hard... coz not everyone will know urself actually..
even the best friends SOMETIMES also cant catch wat u think bout~~ :D

i might look lil bit special and out of ordinary than others...
but i still SAME Species with a MAN okayyyy...
damn...*shutting my mouth** >ois sensitive! @.@

those wanna find me..oh com'on...
"knock knock knock"
Ops~~ sorry~~ WRong door, wrong people, wrong No. :)

whatever you wanna say is okayyy...i dont mind~~ :D is ur mouth ur saliva but not mine!
but just rmb u will get that one day~~:D is a feedback ! ^^
self know is GOOD ENOUGH! :) Cheerrrsss~

A realistic business world...

Is the 2nd year 1st sem of gamma! the subject getting tougher and tougher....
and yet im not prepare for it yet...
cyberP....cyber Pee...cyber peeee.....sigh! what c8ve idea i can think about....
seriously i have many idea on how to do on real business....but somehow whenever an entrepreneur make a decision... actually they need the spiritual support from people surroundings~~ they need others support their idea and decision so they can proceed their business....thats why this is the risk and challenging part of being an entrepreneur!!! i need it....

"A knowledge...is something that u know and u share it out with others...u know something but u din share..that not knowledge...!!! "...
yea...something that i like from wat the lect had mentioned....although the lect quite strict and have a high expectation from us....but i do really learn a lot from him....thats how the realistic business world goes on....like it...

here comes the 2nd year of U studies in my life....
many things we need to learn how to do...cant have a joke d...
d 1st time i became a leader... i think tis is the fate...
cyber p....not an easy business what u had think...
there have soooo much things and idea i need to share it out here...but is might be too long to share...

1stly, i'll talk about myself!

from now on, i'll set a high expectation for myself...no more joking no more kidding! im serious! i think...mb u did not OR never see how seriously i am actually....just i dun like to show it out...i'll not as what u have seen las time of me...
"when im serious, i mean it, i do really mean it! N-E-V-E-R E-V-E-R play v me okay..."
u wanna try? i can accept ur challenge...but u better play like a gentlemen okay!

2nd, whatever words i have spoken out from now will be very realistic, cruelty and somehow might hurt you....so be prepare....dun say im not giving any warning or im emo...there is a reason behind what is happening! and please dun give me watever face to see how u are feeling rite now...im not going to care bout it...dun like? u may leave....

things that i hate the most!

1) when u wanna do something....pls dont ever complain about it! no matter u are men or women...i treat as all the same! u are a MEN so pls behave like a gentlemen! and no more nagging like gals! even a gal oso can be tougher than guy! u wanna do, just do it! if dont, NEVER EVER touch on it! get it? but never complain on how bad u are..i WONT CARE! we are almost21 and we know what we should do.."no more spoon feeding anymore! please!"

2) do u know in chinese 口是心非? something like u say u dont want something..but actually ur heart do really like it! tis is one of d most i hate! u wanna go somewhere, just tell it...dun tell me this dun like there dun like but AT LAST, the answer is u gonna choose tis...how lame ist....

3) when people speak, u have any idea any question or ANY OBJECTION pls do really raise up ur hand and speak! dun wait until after the meeting or we done of it only u re-discuss the problem again. after we make the decision, do not show me how disagree or unhappy ur face look like...hate it! ist tis the face expression meeting or mouth discussion meeting?

4) when everyone is agree with one thing, dont u suddenly come out and say " i disagree! "
or " what is that, i dun wan..i dun like...."
What? eh now tis is individualistic world or what? do u know wht is minority follow majority? when u dun like u just say it out ar?
do you think about others? have u ever think what is their feeling when u say no means no? follow ur plan? what u like? then u do it alone....
oh com'on...now the problem is U urself cant get used to the matters... so u have to follow up from others...unless u are a leader...but i'll bet u will never have a chance become a leader..

5) please have A MOTIVATED HEART and ATTITUDE. u know, what i hate is the person who give up on the half way...or even LAS minutes! seriously tell you, I'LL LOOK DOWN YOU FOREVER AND EVER!
what happen if just a small matters "pop out" to stop u or u cant even settle a small obstacle? how u going to face the world in the future? tell me u going to hide inside office and ONLY FACE THE PAPERS? har? thats going to be funny....
hey, GOD are here to always help us anytime anywhere.... we born to solve thing our own way not to avoid any problems...if not, WHY DO WE LIVE FOR? USELESS and a NORMAL LIFE? EAT, SLEEP, EAT SLEEP? thats all? be optimistic people... be open minded thinking...any unexpected matters can be happen anytime out of ur prediction...so always be prepare...and accept with it!

what else can i tell anymore? there is a lot of things i can tell..
there is no the end... the only survivor is the most strongest and toughest in the world... the losers is the weakest and will be game over and removed from the world...thats how realistic the world are...and im here not to critique or Backstab, talk bad bout others...im not "shooting" one person and those read my blogs will know wat i mean....and who i mean...this is real that happen in our life....think it...change it urself...

Sometimes...

Sometimes Im quiet,

Doesnt mean i have nothing to say...

Doesnt mean I lose to u When we are in "debate Competition"...

Doesnt mean i dont care about this matter...

Doesnt mean im accept with it...even happy with it....

sometimes its better for me silence rather than i talk. coz i know it doesnt work if i do so.
ppl are stubborn. they always make the wrong mistakes even they know what they did...no matter how many times u nag on them...they will hear...but not listen....tis is wats happen on human behavior...

and sometimes i DO PREFER SOLO than teamwork....
the things get worst if there is everyone try to settle on it...
DOTA i solos....Band i Solos...Society i Solo...Even study i tend to be Solo sometimes....
and i Prefer...why?

Is hard to find someone that could really same thinking, same perception and even same hobbies with you sometimes...
anything that i like....u may dislike....anything u hate...i may love it very very much...
thats why people say u can find any friends that is close with u, but is hard to find those have almost same needs and wants like u yourself...u know...is like another clone of yourself...
but some closer friends....they cant stay by urside till forever...one day they still need separate from u and find their lovers~
tis is how realistic the world is right now....sigh :(...

RoaR !!!!!!!!

Me : "Woahhhhhh.....arrrgghhhh" (Germany GOAL for 3-1)...T___T

1st time i was watching football match v my family for England and Germany......
i mean long time din watch football match dy...coz i dun really like to watch football ACtuaLLY...know why? herm...for me lar...d whole field all ppl grab for one ball and it takes long time to GOAL even one ball sometimES!...so i dun have d patient to watch sometimes...i rather watch basketball or badminton than sitting there for 90 mins to goal for ONLY bout 2-3 balls~~ =.=...hehe....

BUT! NOT today! dunno why i have the feeling for watching tis match~~ although England Lose for the match T_____T sad :'(
(p/s : im ENG fans actually......hehe :P )
oh ya! one thing! coz ITS ROONEY PLAYING IN THE MATCH!!! LOL!!! >.<....argghh...
HE's HANDSOME SERIOUSLY OKAYYyyyyy!! ..>.<

OKAy!~ WAIT! i know wat u guys are thinking now! =.=
errr...u surely will ask me : " Are U .......?" =.=|||....swt....
but im going to answer Euuuu :" no im NOTTTT !!! "...>.<
Dun misunderstand plssssss :P hehe

okok back to d main point....
>>> argghh hes handsome!! lmao! lazy to upload his pic lar...go search from google...
thats why i like ENGLAND! coz DAvid Beckham there ALSO!! handsome handsome~~ yeng! i like himmmmm TOOOO! lololx...=.=
EngLANd ROARR!! D.beckham ROAR!!! ROONEYYY ROARRRRRRRR!!! muahaha :D
but now ENGland have to went back home dy...they lose the match....sad..:'( really sad..T__T

hahaha..okok enufff...sryy sryy tooooo over...>.<
sigh....long time din watch football match till so gan jiong d...i ROAR d moments they GOAL okay! ..lol....and know wat...today i'd plan to study my marketing Ass. "100 great business" but i FAILED! argghh...becoz i watched the match till bout 12..after that have a great chat v my friends...>.<...sad :'(
FAILED...seee....1st step to become hardworking alrdy fail....aiks...haha dun laugh me okay..:(

wow! i think im starting to love football dy...tis is wat normally guys did and wat they call "gentlemen"..>.< but i didnt for the past of my life..=.=zzz
actually is quite excited to watch them play...thats why everyone like to scream or cheer when they GOAL! So do i....:)

okay..football is football~~ dun get urself too ever on it~
i mean u can gamble but dun too over..
once u win u get many...BUT once u LOSE, u nOT only get nothing, BUT U are LOSING!
so know wat u are doing lar ppl~~ okay...

Aiya thats all for today ba~~
just wanna say~ I start TO LOVE U FOOTBALL~~ Especially ROONEYYY~~~~♥♥♥
lol...my pattern was backkk...=.=..haha dun blame me...hehe..too sampat sometimes..@.@

I LOVE U ENGLAND ♥♥♥ :D

Nitez ppl~~ :)

UnLucky Day..?

"Awww....shit!....Its raining...fine...sleep back"....

Woke up early in d morning today...
seeing the rain seems like wont stop....
so i'd decided to sleep back...LOL!..and i skip my 2 Lect Class....
hmmm actually is one 2 hours lec class only..coz d BET Lect Din come AGAIN!...luckily i din go
muahaha :D...>.<

oh com'on..i do HATE rain actually!
im wondering why do most of the people like rain...
if It's rain at the right moment right time and place then ok lar...
now rain while i have something to attend like class...meeting or watever...
and u dont even know d feeling Bikers cant step out of the house when there's raining...
thats i hate it~ any actvt like Sing K, Classes or Shopping will be cancel....
pls if wanna rain after i come to campus only rain okaY?
sigh...=.=

here comes another....
today BEC class...
just a sentence
" so is either u use 7.25% or 7.25%....is 7.3% oso can..."
awww... just feel funny when lect speak tis twice..
but actually she wanna say
"either 7.25% or 7.3% oso can"...
ok i laugh....(haha :D)
BUT...but what??!

AWWW SHE SAW IT!!! OMG....
" aww u laugh eh......."....(hahahahaha..but is really funny)
"ermm...wats ur name ar?".....

"err...Ck...."..
from tis moment she remember my name!...awwww myyy GOD!...
damn...should i say tis is unluck for me ?
or should i say tis is something like awesome, rare chance to have it?
coz the lec know me dy!....>.<

"CK! "
"yes? "
"can follow ar?"
"aww can can.....=.="

OR

"Answer is ____ ....ist CK? "
"oh yes yes.....=.="

oh noooo!....now she like to call my name anytime she need or she want...
arghh...no plss...T____T

sigh...now!....macro cant play play dy...:( sad
Ma'am remember my name dy...shit....
have to be hardworking instead of Hard working...:(

But actually she is a good LEc! although she talk really like bullet train~~
i like her teaching style~~ quite friendly oso actually~~
i think tmr lec class i will become "Popular" d....
sigh...hope everything will be fine soon~~ >__<

*pray Pray*

Lalala

Yes~~ happy! have new blog~~ :D

LoL...>.<...lalala~~

Woohoo~~ <3

yeah will getting lesser and lesser blog at here...

yes happy~~ :D

tata~~ nitezzz~~ :D

累了。。。

原来。。。
爱一个人。。。是真的很累。。。
累到真的不想讲话。。。
因为。。。
都把想把说的话都说完了。。。
喜欢到累了。。。
疼也疼累了。。。
爱更是爱到累了。。。

我宁愿爱每个人。。。
也不愿爱你一人。。。
宁愿爱多一点人。。。
也不自私的把它只留给一个不值得我爱的人。。。
不请求任何爱的回报。。。
这样。。。
开心的。。。
倒是我自己 :)

伤。。。
不会伤到谷底离去。。。
痛。。。
也不会痛到心里去。。。
不是因为没痛过。。没伤过。。。
只是。。。累了。。。痛得累了。。。
那麻木的感觉。。。淹盖为了你的痛。。。。

习惯了。。。
做什么都习惯了。。。
不要再问我为什么。。。。
因为我已习惯那种感觉。。。那种从来不想习惯的习惯感觉。。。
好累好累。。。什么都不想做。。。
这时候。。。是该对自己说。。。
"我该休息了。。。"
晚安:)