Juz Sadddd...

Haizzzzz....
juz feel very very sad....
juz feel very very down....
have no mood at all....
i wanna cry....
i wanna b alone....juz leave me alone.....
i hate it!!!hate everything!!!!
nobody will understand my situation...
they only know gossip....
only know complain when behind of u...
but they dunno wat is d real situation that i facing now!!!
really very sad...feel my eye tears fill around my eyes...
feeling my nose...my eyes as sour as a lime....
heart very very pain....
u can see i laugh in front of u everyday....
but u dont know i wipe my tears behind of u every nite...
as i dont like telling d true...
coz nobody will understand...
and i never tell u what is my feeling now...
although my face is smiling...
my mouth is screaming...
juz wanna leave tis place...
go to very very far somewhere.....
take a walk by alone...
as d wind blow up my face....
wipe out my tears...
juz wanna borrow a shoulder....
where i can lying on...
to cry....to hide...to express my feeling....
but i cant....
coz i too scared....
d world is changing...from angel to evil...
as i dont have...anyone to trust....
and i'll keep my story....
till im death...
forever...and ever.......

juz love it~

hmm~sometimes i do feel this song really suit describe me~

wanna use a cup of latte and drunk u....
juz hope u can love me more a bit...
the feeling of crush...
u will never know...
becoz u already have the one's that u love...
and u'll wont bother about me....
seeing u and him in front of me......
means my love towards u is hopeless...
u never know that my heart was breaking down....
coz u never go through this feeling before....

i sacrifice myself to love u...
u never ever know....
and sometimes i ask myself....
why i keep forcing myself to love u although i knew u never love me.........
and sometimes when u know....
u keep avoid from seeing me....
i just can staying at one side.....
watching my tears falling down.....
drop by drop.....
just hope u will leave him forever.....
but i knew is impossible....
still im waiting the coming's miracle...
like a dumb....
till one day....
i hope u will know....
the one's that love u.....
still waiting u...
by your side....
in ur heart.....

i felt i was regret of loving u.....
becoz i dun wan to be in love anymore....
i dropped my 1st love's tears....
i changed everything....
but....still i cant change ur heart to love me.....

but juz i know....
the person that love u.....
will always stay by ur side....
always in ur heart......
till one day...
u will realise =)

goodbye my friends....take care :-)

yesterday.....
we meet together....
but we dont know each other.....
sitting together.......
and look each other....

today....
we find ourselves...
and introduce each other...
holding hands together....
walking together....

tomorrow...
we might say goodbye....
leaving one by one...
chasing our future...
separate each other....

hey frens....
how are u....bad?sad?glad?or scare???
juz a sentence...
with a few words...
is simple...
but by a caring heart....

hey frens....
now u are far away...
from where we are...
to find ur dreams....ur future...
but leave on us....
travel alone...

hey frens...
wherever u go....whatever u do...
juz remember....
a FRIEND is always beside u....
no matter wat emotions u are....
u are not alone....

now....
a sound of noise....
with a chat....
are blew away.....
laugh....no more...
cry.... no more...
d sound all gone....
now...
im feeling alone...
crying alone...walking alone..
watching alone...missing alone...
coz im seeing u...
ur shadow.....fading away....
step by step....sec by sec....
far away from me...

Friends...
no matter what u will be....who will u be...
juz remember....
i always beside u....
company u...
till the end of life....
coz once frens....forever frens...
d relationship between u and me...
will i appreciate very very much....
by sincerely...
God bless...

somewhere........

Somewhere i can go.....
a place of mine....
a green field.....high mountain....and some buildings.....
in a peace society....
no pollution....no war..... only with nature.....

somewhere i can stay.....
a place full of memories.....
happiness...confusion...innocence....and drops of tears....
as the time stop.....
but still movement of people.....

Somewhere i can wait....
a place of love......
a heart with care...sweet...and loyalty.....
where there is someone.....
same with me.....

somewhere i can be....
a place there's no rules...traditions...and nonsense....
someone that i really love....
no matter who u are....
only u and me.....

somewhere i can travel....
a place without fears...even pain.....
but full of freedom....liberty....
where what i can do....
as my wish.....

someday i hope......
somewhere i can go.....
something i can do...
someone i with.....
some place that i'll be there.....

Life is time....no turning back...
we only can see what is d history....
but only can guess what is d future....
the history will become our memories....
the future will become our destiny...
there is no definitely....
but only maybe....
i wish....
my dreams maybe come true.....
juz maybe....
but hope....
that maybe.....
really comes true.....

To Love You More......

Take me back into the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more
Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know
I'll be standing here still
I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
Can't you see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more
See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know
I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
Can't you see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more
And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way
Believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know
I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

Just WannA Be aLonE With You..

Im Thinking Of U....
In this sweetLess soLitude tonighT....
If iS to wrong to love u....
then my heart juz wont Let me Be Right...
Im drunk...
Without you...
by my side....
Im WAiting...
And waiting...
and waiting...
Waiting the DaY After tomorrow....
biggest And MeaningfuL Day for me....
Coz i Never Ever Forget...
This Day is ur B'day....
My mind Is Confused...
Blank at aLL....
Nothing Can i Think...
To GiFt U...
I waS So saD....
DissappoinTed...
UseLess....
Coz nothinG Can I give U....
BUT....this the only i Can Give U...
And thiS Is D BesteSt Thing u Ever had...
I Give my aLL...
t0 Have...
juSt one more night with You.....
I...
raIse my Life...
tO f33L...
Your Body nExt tO miNe....
Coz i Cant Go oN....
Living in the memories of the sOng...
I just wanT tO Give my aLL...
For Your L0vE....
tOnighT....
JusT Hope YOu...
To Be HappY....aLwayS...

Again....

Again....we went to sing k today....with my classmatess...zzzz...at go go....LoL...


Haiz...damn a bored bored day....1st...tot it was nice day for me...can go sing k ma...long time din go d....walao....like to sing ler.....zzz...but not as wat i think....today u noe how many song i sing???....guess...10++???no...is 3!!!....3 only ler...damn bored man....everytime when wanna sing...they keep hold d mic...and sing many many songs....damn sien.when i wanna start to sing...they jump d song ...wtf..DAMN emo now!!!haiz...everytime like tis de...sigh sigh...no more mood wanna said about it d lar....haiz..so i think sometimes i go sing k with my X classmates better...coz i can sing more...haiz..

So i went out to take a walk and get some wind....hmmm to calm down myself...LoL....Is really Bored bored!!...EMO!!!...

Again...we went to limbongan burger ate some more..zzzz..coz the burger quite nice...hehe...once we reach there...d waitor said need to wait about half an hour...coz they jus open d shop...need to prepare...so we order 1st...but we wait too!!!....they chat here and there..laugh here and there...but not me...dun have d mood...haiz....after wait for some time..finally our burger come..ya....yummy!!!love it...something i found funny was.....everytime we were eating...we only listen to kah yan voice..haha...coz everytime she eat one bite...she will talk talk talkkkkk non stop....haha....no matter where and when she eat...funny haha...people sometimes quiet de ma...but she not woor...she will talk here and there...cant tahan v her sometimes...hahaha....although i feel so bored....but i'd enjoy after tat..hmm...for me...the things past just let it past....we sure get angry sometimes....but let time pass by....it willl gone...and im used to it d...hehe...

Again...after we eat...we went back home....tats all my one day GONE...LOL....this is wat we cal life....enjoy ur life as u can sometimes..coz...when one day...we dont know something will happen to us in our life...>.<....hehe..zzz...blur...actually i also dunno wat am i writing now...LOL...tata

Damn....

yeah...feel awesome...have my own blog...support ya...=.=LoL

Damn!!! dunno why tis few days feeling like very very very....HOT!!!! u noe....like i now at the desert man!!!...saturday i woke up quite "early"...LoL...is noon time..d moment i open my eyes...like having a barbeque beside me...WTF...feeling so hot even i'd turn on my fan into d coolest...but...no any effect...zzz..

So, i went to take my shower....normally i will turn on d shower and adjust to the higher temperature...and enjoy my bath...but not on tat day...i switch off my adjustment of temperature of my shower st8 took my bath!!wow...finally i can feel d cool in my body...zzz...after taking my shower...i'd my brunch...LoL..haha..watch movie...play computer games...tat all my weekend....zzzz...nth in my life...LoL..

Feeling so b0red...so i have a walk in d evening...drove my bike around my village..long time din do tat coz toooooo busy lor....release stressSSSS!!!!LoL...well...looking around and around...turn to d left turn to the right.....hmmm...d wind blow on my face...fresh and cool!!!

OMG!!!...i saw there's someone burning rubbish... wtf man....sometimes i feel quite dissadpointed of those foolish ppl...they dont think about doing tat stupid f**ker fool things can affect a BIG BIG bad to our earth?sometimes i ask myself....hmmm...are they lack of knowledge??dont know small act like burning rubbish can have a bad bad effect on our beautiful earth??or they noe....juz they dun care about it at all???!!!!now all of us facing global warming in d world!!!!the temperature has increase and even d sea level too!!...the ice at d south of the earth start to melt from now!!!u noe...tis is d very serious problem to us now???just think about it...if one day...all d ice melt..wat we going to do?even the thining of d ozone layer!!!just sit down and pray for god to help u???definitely no no NO!!!!human are selfish sometimes!!!they dont even love our earth!!tis earth bring a beautiful life to us...BUT we???like wanna end d life of d earth!!

Human's attitude always are d same....they dont even like to prevent!!!but like to cure....d fact is, prevent better than cure!!they always think something going to happen very serious to them only they wanna take some action...BUT dont u noe that it's too late???hmmm...juz think about it..saving our world not like easy as u think...not like "he can do it by itself"...wat we need..is teamwork!!!things doesnt happen when there's only one ppl taking action...it need all of us!!!remember....we are d BORROWERS...not d OWNERS...we borrow from d earth to live...our earth give us a beautiful place to live...but wat we left is..???destroy d all living things...d forest...and all d resources...sigh...we are here to live not to juz have a suceed work...a rich person or even lover....but how to love and care our earth..

Im here not act like a pro and teach u how to save d earth or show how good am i....juz wanna tell u ppl....wats going v our earth now..and how ppl selfishness to destroy d earth....always think about other ppl...not urself...pls not to b selfish!!Our earth's life going to end soon..!!!is true...we cant save it anymore...wat we need to do now...juz try to drag d life of earth...as long as we can....spread the love thru d earth...ur one love and support may save one more day of d earth's life...love d earth...save d earth..ur cooperation will be fully appreciated...ty:)