Juz Sadddd...

Haizzzzz....
juz feel very very sad....
juz feel very very down....
have no mood at all....
i wanna cry....
i wanna b alone....juz leave me alone.....
i hate it!!!hate everything!!!!
nobody will understand my situation...
they only know gossip....
only know complain when behind of u...
but they dunno wat is d real situation that i facing now!!!
really very sad...feel my eye tears fill around my eyes...
feeling my nose...my eyes as sour as a lime....
heart very very pain....
u can see i laugh in front of u everyday....
but u dont know i wipe my tears behind of u every nite...
as i dont like telling d true...
coz nobody will understand...
and i never tell u what is my feeling now...
although my face is smiling...
my mouth is screaming...
juz wanna leave tis place...
go to very very far somewhere.....
take a walk by alone...
as d wind blow up my face....
wipe out my tears...
juz wanna borrow a shoulder....
where i can lying on...
to cry....to hide...to express my feeling....
but i cant....
coz i too scared....
d world is changing...from angel to evil...
as i dont have...anyone to trust....
and i'll keep my story....
till im death...
forever...and ever.......