Speechless day....

yeah, a 2nd blog is writing in a same time...same day....is very very rare to see...
why?
yes...im emo.....
sometimes...im wondering.....
how can i hide my expression and emotion from other ppl...but thats me...
tough outside....but soft inside...
but if u're long enuf stay v me...u will ever knew me....
never surprised...

hmm...is "transform" soon....
im wondering who am i sometimes....
even myself....cant figure it out.....
everytime i was listening to d slow rhythm and tempo songs...
you are d one who going to flood my mind...never ever stop leaking...
yeah...those songs...remember u and me....but fine.....
is just a normal matters for me...
3 words can explain myself..
"used to be"....
used to loving you...
missing you...staring at you...
and even hurt by you! :)

chows~ tired**
nitezz :)

A lonely nite...:(

Sometimes...im wondering....
am i still loving u....
i scared of falling in love...
coz i scare will lose u once again...
hate to be heartbroken...hate to be being abandoned....
im still looking....
looking for better hope...
looking for a better hope that i knew never happen...

is sighing...im losing my words...losing my gentlemen power...
losing myself for loving u...i hope i can grab it..hold it...and never let it go...
"now i think i know...what u tried to say to me"....
mb one day i will understand...
understand tis sentence....very soon...

and when im serious....
im not kidding...
coz im seriously loving you...
d moment im thinking of you...
d moment my heart is ready to be hurt...
tis is why im loving you....

im looking....searching....finding...
and yet...i cant see you....our world are not d same...
and i....leaving here soon....
trying not to tell u...
im not going to love u....
soon....but u will ever...
ever...leave memories...in my heart..
between u and me :)

感动。感动。

hmm....just saw one fren share tis video on the fb...
feeling my hand so itchy....go and click...
dl...
30%...
58%...
71%...
93%...
100%! done!
try to listen to tis song coz it sang by one of my fav. singer sodagreennnn!!!
yeah..once i listen, i do really addicted to it soo soo much!! T_T omg...
seriously u have to watch and listen to tis...:D why?
coz d video when half he sang, he cried....awww...i almost cried tOO..:'(
coz it sooo touch and d song melody.....T_T ♥ Love it love it ♥ haha ...lolx...
it really nice!...how i wish i could.....>.<...eh hem...

听着这首歌。。。。听着听着。。。
让我突然想起你。。。想你离开我时的那个背影。。。
好想牵着你的手。。。跟你说。。。
我。。。其实很想念你。。。
经常，都会有朋友问我说。。。
“你怎么了。。。又在哪里哪里搞emo...>.<”
也有人一直猜测我。。。。经常写的她会是谁。。。
嗯。。。这。。。当然不能说啦！！！。。。哈哈。。。:D

最近出了些状况，吓坏了身边朋友。。。
大家都想知道发生什么事吧。。。
在这里向大家解释。。。我。。没事！
放心。。。对不起。。。吓坏了大家。。。>.<
也想感谢我那位朋友。。。谢谢你的关心。。。是有点感动。。
一直跑来问我什么事。。。原谅我的无理。。。不是有心的。。。
因为脾气会坏了一些。。。考试压力吧。。。

第一次。。。是这么在意自己的成绩考到怎样。。。
平时就只想及格就行了。。。最近。。
就算怎么不会都好。。。都会逼自己努力读书。。。
要做，就做到最好！要玩，就玩到“搞搞”！
有点后悔了。。。
最近也受了许多感触。。。有些事想找人分享，却找不到。。。就只好一人默默吞掉那股气。。。。。:D
放心。。。要知道射手座是没这么容易放弃的！！！嘻嘻。。。

还有两天就出牢咯！！！LoL。。。。
高兴高兴!!!可是还可以在这里上网没读书。。T_T...
“喂！回来叻！跑到中国那边去了啊。。。。要考试叻！！”
读书读书。。。（心不在焉叻）。。。
多两天。。。多两天我就自由啦！！！:D
假期！我要来咯！！！
晚安。。。加油！:)

I Have a Dream

i like choir !!!!
this was my sec. school bands choir song...
actually i like choir more than duet song...
wish i could sing along v those christian or catholic-an during christmas eve...
they are nice actually...
everytime watch they sing choir at the stage it was super nice!!!

any society that is organized for singing in choir? chinese orchestra? hmmm...mb i should think about it....tired of staying in the current society...and it is under the condition being forced too...hate...sigh! =.=
it's to prove that he/she is useless in meeting new people and friends. Good in "counting" but BADDD in MARKETING...and management TOO!! BOOOO!!! lolx... :P
need to use force one!.......(Friendly Communication FAILED!) :P

hmm..next year...erm i mean nex new sem i'll try new society...i LIke MUSIC!!!
seriously...singing....or playing music instrument....the more i can express in than i speak...
♥ love it love it ♥ !!!
lolz...>.<...

"ooi, study lar...paper nautilus stuck at PAGE 2/134"..............
sigh...really gonna read AT LEAST ONCE although i dun likeeeee....ish....choww(run) 1st...see ya~

Ops..>.<..

yeah...cant study....
suddenly..im thinking of u....

hmm..something mess up my mind...
ist this is the time to change???....or....just let it be...
mb i can...mb i cant...hmmm...ya feeling bit confused....

sigh....let the time decide everything....
mb i should really change....
love is really blind....>.<

p/s : listening to the love songs....miss u...cont study....nitess :)

Have U ???

p/s : I miss you....seriously.... :)

:'(

龙舟悲剧，钟灵人永远的痛 - 最后的话。。.wmv






突然， 心里觉得酸酸的。。。
整个人好重。。。沉沉的。。。
听了这首歌。。。看了四川灾难短片。。。看到那些父母。。。听着这首歌。。。。
再看回这部关于龙舟学生翻船导致死亡事件。。。
感动了我。。。有点想掉泪。。。
虽然过了已久。。。
伤心的不是自己。。。
而是我们的父母。。。

看看那些照片。。。看看他们父母的样子。。。他们的表情。。。
看看他们的朋友。。。老师。。。同学。。。邻居。。亲戚。。。家人。。。
那一刻。。。他们是真的崩溃了。。。好无奈。。。好脆弱。。。好悲伤。。。。
他们哭了。。。是真的哭了。。。 :'(
其实天下的父母都是一样的。。。他们嘴里骂。。。讲。。。念。。。
其实都是真的很疼很疼我们。。。有时候你觉得他们不够知识。。。可是他们都是为了你好。。。。
虽然每天打给你问你在哪里是有点烦。。。
那就要忍。。。不要嫌弃。。。不要生气。。。
因为他们只是要这两个字---关心
有哪个父母不疼自己儿女。。。。吵了一夜。。。赶你出门。。。
表面是这么的坚强。。。可是里面是多么多么的痛。。。。

当那一刻他们知道孩子出了事。。。
那一刻。。他们就像输了全世界。。。。仿佛他们欠了世界什么东西。。。是一定要拿回的。。。
他们要的不是我们完美。。。也不是什么名誉。。。只想孩子回来。。。陪着他们过下半辈子。。。
有时我们只是跟朋友在一起。。。对着电脑玩。。。
也忘了给父母个问候。。。关心他们。。。其实他们需要的。。。
只是我们的关心。。。只是一句问候。。。
很多事情我们都以为我们是对的。。。换来你自己是父母。。。。你也想你孩子听你话。。。
你孩子却不听你话。。。你哪会不心痛。。。都是一样的。。。

此刻。。。好想给我爸妈一个拥抱。。。
好想说
“爸，妈，对不起。
我让你们担心了。。。我不会再让你们伤心了。。。
我。。。会听话的。。。
谢谢你们陪我长大。。。
放心。。。我会一路陪你们走下去。。。
就给我一点时间。。。让我陪你们吧。。。
爱你们”
此刻，眼泪湿透了眼眶。。。

你。。。。有没这么想过？？？
（心酸 。 感动）

妈，母亲节快乐。。。
辛苦你了。。。
谢谢你。。。:)

You Raise Me Up (Live) - Wang Leehom + Westlife

AH!!! I Like This Song Very³½ Very³½ Much!! Seriously!! is really nice!!!!!
OMG....really Raise Me Up! :D

Like WEstlife....LEe hoM...LiKe 他们合唱！！ 好有和旋~~~ :) forever fans~~ LOL!...>.<
how wish i can sing like tis~~ >.<


(LoL! sampat like a girl......=.=)